“Freeze State” from Titration
Commissioned by The Crossing
Duration: 3m23s
Music: Shara Nova
Text: Shara Nova
Available versions:
SATB choir with divisi
PROGRAM NOTE:
Titration is an hour-long choral song cycle composed by Shara Nova which examines difficult emotions like fear, sorrow, disgust or rage through the lens of the nervous system and utilizes body-centered practices that develop one’s capacity to calm oneself when such emotions arise. In these times of conflict and crisis, how can we feel more, rather than less?
With simple actions like humming, shaking, holding hands or intentional laughter, the song cycle explores ways that we can soothe our nervous systems, foster a sense of safety, and grow in our capacity to connect with each other.
This music is greatly influenced by the Somatic Abolitionist body of work and practices of Resmaa Menakem. “Somatic Abolitionism is a living embodied Anti-Racism practice and culture building that requires endurance, agility, resource cultivation, stamina, discernment, self and communal discipline cultivation, embodied racial literacy and humility. These can be built, day by day, through reps. These communal life and invitational reps will temper and condition your body, your mind, and your soul to hold the charge of race.” By exposing a person to distress, then taking a pause to calm the body, one learns to pay close attention to the body sensations experienced and when revisiting the traumatic event, a person gradually becomes better able to process the pain.
Analogizing the healing techniques, the word “titration” is sung throughout the work, appearing in brief episodes which function as a “pause” between the more intensely emotional songs.
Additional influence for this work comes from polyvagal theory author Deb Dana, as well as practices by Qi-gong teacher Master Chunyi Lin and Laughter Yoga.
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EDITIONS:
This edition is a single movement from the larger work “Titration,” excerpted for stand-alone performance. Many of the other movements from this work are also available stand-alone through Blue Sword Publishing
TEXT/LYRICS:
Freeze State
Motionless
So afraid
Of danger
Freeze
f-f-f-f-f-f-fr
So afraid
I could not sleep
I could not eat
So afraid
I didn’t know what to do
Unblinking
What are you talking about?
Say you are sorry.
A blank-ness
I told you not to go over there
If you touch him again I’m going to break
your hand
Stare at the wall
I didn’t know what to do
Stare at the wall
Come to the bathroom
I didn’t know what to do
... but ff-ff-ff-ff-ff-freeze
Wiggle it out